I feel utterly alone in this world of misery. I just want to say that it would be nice if someone here could support me and talk to me?
I know i sound pathetic,
but hey its worth trying!
I see hope for my future, but its really lonely with no one supporting my depression. not my parents, not my twin, and ill say it, i have no friends.
14 years old trapped in miserable california.
just a girl trying to be different, but in trying to be different i need support. and no, this is not an invite to creepers. just people who understand somewhat.
Thanks for listening to my ramblings!
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Dear, Kamille let me tell you straight up your not alone in how you feel.
I too am 14 although I’m a boy, I know exactly how you feel. I find myself wondering why the world is so cold, why everyday I seem to become more and more numb to the wolrd around me. The truth is we’ll never know for sure wether its a punishment or just something to make us stronger in life. I know ow it feels being depressed and others not understanding, in my parents view its jst a weakness that they tell me to “suck it up”.
But don’t worry we still have our whole lives to sort out our problems, just watch as you grow up you’ll see how truly hard life is.
Just stay in as long as you can and if you feel you might fall ask for help theres no shame in it, in fact its the bravest thing you can do.
Hope I helped if any.<3
Take care of yourself kiddo.
-Ferris<3
Thank you, that did in fact help me a lot.
You sound way older than 14, but then again the people around me are not college-bound.
I wish i had people lie you to support me, just because this world is so lonely and cold.
Im trying my best to find happiness, and whats weird is that when im outside, in nature i guess, is when my troubles leave.
Thank you so much for your thoughts.
Even if they’re just thoughts they mean so much more than you could realize.
Hey.
I totally hear what your saying. i have mental health issues as well, and i know how hard it can be. sometimes you just have those days where its so hard to get through the day. you’re not alone in feeling the way you do. i think it’s great that you’ve come on here to ask for support, it says a lot about you. that’s a good thing 🙂
what do you think you need at this point? who do you think is on your team? I’m a social work student, so no worries, im not talking shit haha.
e-mail me at ellaavriel@yahoo.com or reply to this.
talk to you soon,
hang in there, we WILL get through this.
Ella Avriel
also, what does happiness look like for you?