I cut myself again. I guess I don’t really mind because at least now I can think straight….. It’s been two days since my first attempt….. I honestly didn’t think that i was gonna fail either…. for some reason i know for sure that im going to try again…. Is this insane???
I’m still wrestling with the thought of being remembered as a coward for “choosing the easy way out”……but to be honest that choice i made 2 days ago, to end it all AND go through with it….it was one of the hardest choices ive ever had to make….. anyways I have another question: What was it like the next couple of days/weeks after your 1st suicide attempt?
I’m kinda scarred right now….I feel like im standing on the edge and anything could push me over……..
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Hey anime,
Come have a chat, don’t do it. You’re better than that trust me.
Add my nic here to 389@gmail.com or 389@hotmail.com for msn okay?
You seem pretty cool, add me ok.
i felt alone, i told nobody about it. i was dead on the inside, but still alive on the outside. i was going to do it again as soon as i had the chance, but i had to figure out how. then a few things changed and made life bearable(still suicidal, but took away the edge). months later suicidal changed to just depressed, and here i am, i hope u can make it too