i need to keep busy because every time I’m not I’m more sad and i only think of how I’m gonna be alone forever…
kayso… I’ve told you guys about my break up… it was on january 2nd and ever since that night i cry myself to sleep every night…
theres two other guys….they both like me.. but also live far away… and i know i like them… but it hurts to admit it becuz i feel so guilty… i miss my boyfriend so much…. and they other two guys are trying to cheer me up and make me happy…. and it works… but as soon as i realize I’m smiling again i frown, becuz how can i smile when I’m not with the one i was absolutely in love with that i issued him if i didn’t talk to him ever minute of everyday… i can’t even think about moving on…. why diid he have to have such a strong grip on my heart that when he left he took most of it with him…. I’m all alone.. and i feel i need to be alone but i know i can’t… i can’t handle being alone… i just can’t….
gosh, make the pain go away. PLEASE!!! it hurts to much… i feel like I’m giving up on life….
nothing can cheer me up.. well endless its those 2 guys… i listen to music but it makes me feel worse and cry more….
i don’t know what to do anymore!!!! it will almost be a week. on monday night it will be…. i can’t do this!!!! why cant things last forever!!!
i know nothing lasts forever but can’t that change!!!??
-Morgan
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Hey Morgan
I know exactly how you’re feeling, my ex broke up with me a few months ago and I’m still eaten alive constantly. It’s great that you have those other guys there. Before this last ex, i dated someone until a couple weeks before i got together with that girlfriend, and that gave me a way to cope. If you really like one of those guys, get closer with him, it’ll help i wouldn’t say date quite yet because it has only beeen 5 days, take it slow, the pain’ll go away. Just remember your boyfriend broke up with you, and he’s losing out! You deserve to be happy so Keep active and for music, try more upbeat songs or even fast paced classical, i know that always helps me at least a little. As for why can’t things last forever i don’t know
There is nothing i would want more then to be with my ex forever… the thought that i could have a future with her still is what keeps me going. (we broke up because of our schedules and she is also depressed so she had troubles, i know she won’t move on, i know she can’t but god it hurts…) I hope all the best and that you find what your looking for =D
Thank you ablot. It means a lot It really does
I also suggest using this site to lean, i know i do, its one of my best ways of coping and there’s always people listening that understand.
Morgie,
Im sure you are a lovely person, but in life, you will have to value yourself first and not always wait on others ……otherwise life will always be up & down ….
Love yourself first, and then if someone else likes/loves, then thats a bonus… 🙂
If not, then its there loss 🙂
adastra,
its just so hard
=D. i hope so! keep strong!
Morgie….sorry but you are going to have to get over the old boyfriend first before moving on. otherwise he will be in your head and how can you truly give yourself to someone else if you are thinking of someone else. I’m going through this thing now and it’s been over a year and i’m still loving the one that doesn’t want me anymore. it sucks everyday but i know i can’t be with someone else because of how i feel. being alone sucks but i think it would be even worse being with someone else and thinking they could be the one you are missing. just my thoughts….
mwtele,
yes i know.. I’m not going to date anyone.. not yet…. it took me 4 years to get over a guy i didn’t even date.. so I’m a bit worried… i hurt to much
Whoa..stop, slow down! Okay, you broke with your boyfriend and I’m truly sorry about that….but look what you wrote. He still in your brain and in your heart. You need to put that away as a memory. Take some time to be with yourself. Don’t jump into another relationship, because when that one ends…eh, you think you feel bad now.
Relationships come and go repeatedly through your entire life. The sadness when they end is always there and you have to endure, accept it, file it away and recover before you can move on.
If these two guys want to be your friends, super! But don’t be jumping into relationships until the last one is filed away neatly. How long will that take? Only you know the answer.
titanium69,
i know. I’m not dating till I’m over him.. it may be a while tho…
Some very sound advice here – as much as you hurt right now, you should very much try NOT to get into a “rebound” relationship
the pain WILL subside – it takes a little time – your EX is the big loser – and you WIN – be thankful it was sooner that he left rather than later.
I promise – if you give it time, you WILL find someone even BETTER. but you have to work on making yourself a happy person for yourself – another person should not be required for you to be happy – they should only be brought into our lives to share our happiness with 🙂
optimistic dawg
Dawg,
thank you
My pleasure Morgie 🙂
anything I can do to help, just ask – it’s what I’m here for and it helps me to find answers and meaning for my own life
contemplative dawg