I Scare You

I know its Hard for You to Understand,

Especially with this type of Emotion coming from a Man

But the Pain that I feel,

Deep Inside… is oh so Real

You rebuddle that the Decisions that I have Made, have put My Existence into a Shallow Grave

And that Deciding to Climb Out, is the Only way to Behave

But what You see as Weakness; I Embrace as Strength

A Strength that I Aspire to Muster;  the Morning when My Body wont make Muster

See, what You see as an Act of Desperation; I view as an Act of Courage

A Rising Plant that grows, the More it is Nourished

What You see as a Reason to Live, I see as the Reason My Life I Will Give

When I Cry,

 You see a Man that is Weak

but I see it as My Strength to Express My Feelings are Reaching it’s Peak!

I Love You, and I Support You Walking Away if You Care to

I Understand that it Isnt because You Dont Care, but Only because “I Scare You”

~ Eugene Stanley

P.S. If I pass, pass this on