i dont know who i am. i feel like the awkward girl who cant make friends. i feel like a loser. ive lost my self confidence and self esteem. i have nothing going for me. everyday i question myself and ask why did this have to happen to me? why was i made like this or put into such a cold world? those questions will never get answered..i miss having my family together. i miss being the good girl i use to be. now every weekend i want to drink and get drunk all the time. deep down i know i am a good person. each day i feel like a complete failure. id rather be gone then live life feeling like a failure and a loser. ive tried to commit suicide twice but i truly dont have the ability to do it. i need help but i dont know where to turn to or who
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Try talking to parents.
To friends.
A school counselor.
If you are religious maybe your local religious leader.
Maybe call a therapist.
Just talk to someone who you feel comfortable with who you feel will understand and support you.
I have similar issues with myself. I compare myself to others and have very high expectations of what i should achieve.
I don’t really have friends either, since experiences have made me jaded. I don’t mind not having someone there all the time. But this came with years of feeling like a loser that had no friends. I guess i just realised one day that i didn’t NEED anyone else.
So i stopped putting myself out there and trying to make friends. Maybe you need to do the opposite, put yourself out there for others.
Just have confidence that you are a great person that doesn’t NEED others, you just merely like their company.
Whatever you do. Don’t try to be someone you’re not. This may work for a couple of months or years. But it doesn’t last for long. It’s tiring and hindsight shows that it’s rather pathetic. Trust me when i say this.
I hope you get through this problem and work out your own way of dealing with it. Good Luck!
thank you to alll!