its hard to hear others tell me everything is going to be ok. ive been waiting for a year and a half for everything to be ok. i’ve ruined my relationship with my boyfriend because of smoking weed and other stuff. now this adds more weight onto my shoulders and gives me more reasons to be depressed and feel suicidal. i know i could never have the ability to do that to my family but i lash out. ive tried to cut my wrist take sleeping pills and choke myself. i feel really embarrassed about these things but im stuck in a shit hole. i feel so different from everyone else in my school and everyone in this world. i know im going dwn the wrong path right now and im quitting smoking as a start. school is my biggest fear. i have 8 days left and im off to independant studies. i hope this helps because my medication and nothing else has been helping..
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I won’t tell you everything’s going to be okay, because I’m not sure I believe it myself. But I can tell ou that it makes me sad to see someone so young suffer so much. I don’t have much to offer other than a metaphorical shoulder to cry on. 🙁
As porphyrous said my heart goes out to you in your pain.
And I truly hope that you can find something that alleviates it.
Is there any activity that you enjoy that you can spend your free time doing?
Look into holistic medicine and yoga/meditation/chakras.
They may aid you where normal things may not.