I’ve been hanging onto life by a thread and
have used up all of the hope and optimism that I had to keep
on living. I have been trying to keep a positive outlook on my life. I’ve wanted the same thing that everyone else wants, happiness.
Maybe I’ve already served my purpose and therefore have nothing more to give.
Thus is not something
My wife has been put through hell by being involved with my mishaps, bad luck, and depression. I just want then to know that I love them and I hope they will find how to forgive me.
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Hi Freedom,
I’m sorry that you’ve had some problems and that both you and your wife have suffered.
It’s only my opinion, but I don’t think that your wife would want you to end your life. Maybe she might feel she needs a break from you sometimes, and maybe she sometimes hopes you could make some changes and improvements, but I don’t think for a minute she would want you to end your life.
Everyone makes mistakes and everyone deserves a chance to start afresh. Just keep hanging there until the optimism starts to regrow. Don’t heap a load of pressure and worry on yourself – just take small steps.