i have been doing good in the last three weeks.Now i really dont know what to do.My voices have suddenly come back with a vengance.They were really quiet and i was fine.Hearing them a little is normal.But lately there pretty loud and constant.I wont call anyone theyll just bring the cops.I dont hate cops unless i have too deal with them so i try to stay away.My insanity is increasing day by day. I will possibly end up in the hospital for an attempt.I dont know what else to do two of my therapist are sick one i dont see my main therapist till monday.And my aunt cancelled lunch.Oddly enough i dont want to die i just dont want to be a full blown psychotic even though my therapist said there like children and will eventually go away.Shes never heard voices she wouldnt know how i feel.This mess is crazy.As for my psychiatrist i only see her once a month and its almost the weekend .appointments have to be scheduled.So i dont know what to do ecspecially about tommorow.
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is there a mental health line you could call? you couls schedule aa urgent appointment? i kindof know the feeling of really not wanting to become totally insane, physcotic. you said about lunch with your aunt, i dont no if going out makes anything better or wheather your able to talk to your aunt but youcould phone her to talk or if its going outthat makes things better then try to arrange with somone else? i hope things go well, ill be thinking of you 🙂