Relationships…

I walk down the street and all I see is couples holding hands and kissing (whether they are two boys, two girls, a boy and a girl, young, old) and I feel like shit, because my girlfriend is Samoan, and her family is really religious and against gay people, so I’m not aloud to tell any of her friends about us and I can only tell my friends if I know they wont tell anyone and its sucks, because I’m so proud of everything she’s done, and everything she’s become… I met her in year 9 and as soon as I saw her, I was sprung… We started dating, and we were going out for nearly a month, when one day she called me and told me that she didn’t want me and couldn’t do this because she wasn’t ready… I was shattered, I would cut myself and cry myself to sleep every night and my life just went down hill… I didn’t look at anyone like that for nearly a year, then I met my ex-boyfriend, we went out for 11 months and I thought I was finally happy with my life, then in the last month or so we started fighting every day and eventually I told him that I didn’t love him any more, it took me 6 months and for her to go to Samoa for a month for me to realise that I had loved her the entire time, and I was just too scared that she would break my heart again… About a week after she came back, we were sitting in our last Wednesday class at school that we have together and I handed her a note saying “I love you”… That was the beginning of my new life and the end of my broken heart…

T.L.H & T.L.L

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