In all my life, I’ve been strong, my father died, my mom left me, I had eating disorders. And I got over everything, but now I just can’t anymore! My grandma doen’t talks to me because Iof his brother, he almos raped me! And she doen’t even know, and if I told her, she wouldn’t believe me cause she loves him more than she loves me she trusts him, he told her I was rude, liar, and that I was on drugs, and she believed, now looks like I’ve been kicked from my own famil. So, I had to move (I left my soulmate in the town I used to live, and it’s such a big pain, I cry everyday, and it hurts so much that I can’t even explain) and now I’m living with my aunt, and she is like, a *****, I can’t do anything, I can go out, besides, for her, I’m not good enough, I’m not smart enough.
And today we had the worst fight ever, she slaped me in the face, called me whore, and said that she will take me to the police or something, and they will take care of me.
It’s like I’m a fucking cancer, I fuck up every place I’m, I’m fat, dumb, and everybody hates me
I’m tired, I want peace, I never had peace, when I die, I will find it