Life can surprise you.

Hi, my names Cathy and im 14 years old. 😉
I was cyber bullied a year ago. Never thought it would ever happen to me. Since then i have very low steam on my self. I have very strong depression. I had looked at the world very different then. I would be one of those people who would mind their own business and just be happy for who they are. But.. I don’t think i will ever return to being that girl. One of the reason to this are because…. the bully goes to my school. ;L I see her everyday, she is in my class. I have told the school about how its just strange being around her and i feel threatened. But they just said ‘Just forgive for what had happen’ … That was never going to happen. I also found out that my so called ‘dad’ abused my mum…it would come to time that he would also abuse me. I just blocked this out of my head for a while and it came back to me. I can’t work in school properly now. My grades have went down. Trying to cover it by saying excuses.
I now cut myself. I had my risk stitched once. Cut too deep i guess. Few weeks ago i tried suicide (Not my first attempt) . I was seconds away from hanging myself. I dont know why I stopped.