everythings supposed to be perfect. i have the most amazing boyfriend ever but… i still want to cut and puke. i cant eat normal even though he begs me to. im still depressed. i still want to die. i still feel fucking empty like i dont exist…. WHY? this was supposed to fix everything having my best friend in the whole universe as my boyfriend but somethings wrong. i just wanna starve, cut and die but he wont let me.
i dont know how much longer i can last
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You can survive this!
And your boyfriend? Amazing. Right now, in my point of view.. He’s trying to save you. So let him.
And if something’s missing.. Then go out there and find it!
I know how it feels.. To do things that make no sense. When everything’s going amazing, I know that I’ll always doubt it.
But right now, don’t be afraid and let your boyfriend/best friend help you and save you.. Because he cares.
Good Luck!
Imagine a car with square tires. You are like a car with square tires. It’s no surprise that driving with that is horrible! Everybody would hate it! But hey, there are good news: There are 4 brand new tires waiting for you, you just need to let somebody who knows how get them attached to your car! Somebody like this is a psychotherapist. :)) And Oh man the first drive with your new tires is like heaven, I can tell you 😀