Tommorow i have a christmas party, at school.
Its suppose to be 75 degrees outside
While everyone else is wearing short sleeved shirts and capris.
Ill be wearking my skinney jeans and long sleeves.
With such fresh cuts as deep as mine
I’ll keep them to my self
Because their mine
Here goes another day living in the life of me…
14 supposedly a beauty queen
Finally in her teens
Always out there causing a scene
Skipping meals to finally become lean
Wishing she could be truly seen
Here it goes in the life of me..
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Despite what you may think, you are not alone. You want to be truly seen? I see you. Can you see me?
What exactly makes you want to cut…? my girlfriend used to cut because she wanted control…is this what this is?
i cut to control my seizures and flash backs when i was 5 till i was 8 my grandfather raped me, 2 months after he died my brother raped me, then in 7th grade moved and got sexually assulted at school, and on the 28 of novemeber i was sexually assualted again..
I promise that life is different once you escape the school systems.
leif where do you live?
Leif is right, but there still may be work to do. Getting to the place where you can find the self inside you, the true you, is a great help. This is a harsh world to live in for a sensitive person.
Haha, well I live in US in Michigan.
I get flashbacks from my sexual abuse too. When you cut does it make them go away?
it helps, sometimes it makes it worse, so i got deeper, and it makes them go away, or i cut till i pass out . And then they go away.. :/
thank jesus. you have the same name as someone i know here.
charli why are you ignoring me….