Soultion to my problems

‘Society thinks I am a self-loathing teenager’

Maybe because you make them think that way. Don’t go around spouting stuff like ‘I sit in hate with blood dripping from my wrists’.

You sound like you’re quoting something out of ‘Angst for dummies’. But you know what, I’m 15 too, I’ve been abused too, I’ve cut too, I’ve vomited too, I hate everything too. We’re not special, we’re not different, the majority of people on here are going through the same thing and experiencing the same emotions that are tough to handle.

SO, Arianna, let’s be friends. Yes, I, who sort of just insulted your post, wants to befriend you. Want to know why? Because you sound like a genuine person. You’re not alone in this, not on this website, so let’s have an angst party. Give me the heads up if I’m allowed to initiate this friendship and email you. I can listen when you want to talk. Promise.

@sothisisit.. That’s funny, I could have sworn you weren’t sitting on a throne with a crown on your head… Did you suddenly just decide that because of your age, you were much more superior than us underlinings? Excuse me, while I take all the pain I have received in my 15 years of life, all the tears and feelings of dejection and sadness, and simply throw it away because everything you have gone through is just SO much more important and better. No, don’t even go there.

You think our problems aren’t real? Sothisisit, let me say one absolutely rude but very needed thing to you.

Fuck you.

How dare you belittle what any one of us are going through because you are older! We are not doing this as an EXCUSE FOR ATTENTION. We are doing this, we are on this site, and we’re calling out for help because we are actually contemplating suicide. Personally, I can’t “live a little”, because I am depressed. I think about cutting my throat open every.Single.Fucking.Day.

Do you know how hard that is? To have peers your age going around, laughing and having fun and enjoying life to its fullest, while you’re sobbing for hours because you can’t muster up even enough courage to look at yourself in the mirror? You were not there when any one of us had to deal with pain on our own. You do not have the right to act above any one of us. Understand?

As I commented before to Arianna, “We’re not special, we’re not different, the majority of people on here are going through the same thing and experiencing the same emotions that are tough to handle.”

So you get that through your thick head, and get off your fucking high horse! We are ALL experiencing pain! I am absolutely sick of seeing people like you on here.