stanley blade

Although i keep you close,I wish it was happiness that I choose, now all is dry and faded away, at least till i see stanley again,people call you “bad” and “not a real friend”,but they dont know how deep  and caring you are stanley, your always there and you’ll always listen and always care, you hold me close like its all gonna end you may be cold at times but no worries i will give you a place nice and warm and once again my arm…my body will be a blood storm, but stanleyplease dont let go i promise no one will know, so just stay here shhhh dont hit the floor,they will see your back please dont make me cry, dont go please, i cant cry, they might hear its bad enough i wont be here, i wish you would just take a better route and and not sprad the blood about they want you to go away but please i need you so i stay okay i love you stanley please dont go you have me in tears the pain without you goes so deep i need you so i can die and peacfully sleep.