so my name is courtney im 16.  i dont really no where to start. i live with my dad and stepmom, yet i always hadnt.  my mom hade at a youn age she had 4 kids. growing up she was more worried about drigs and partying so i was left there to raise the other children while i was mearly a child. my mother went from man to man, we never stayed abywee long. so i deacided to move in with my dad. lottle did i realize that this would be such a bad choice. when my dad gets mad at me he grrabs me up like a man and will “pinish” me for it. my dad us the cause of me having panic attacks and they are only getting  worse. then a couple weeks ago my stepmoms little brother who is about 15 spent the weekend with us. i woke up to him sexually assaltting me. i dont no wat to do. i constantly have panic attacks, my body constantly shakes, im depressed,i cut, i do drugs to try and not think about anything. when at home i sit in constant silance. when i see my dad i often have panic attacks. i could care less of i die. people may be better off without me. i feel emotionally drained. i often dont even feel like eating. i often cone home and go straight to sleep to avoid confrintation. i cry for no reason. im a waist of a life, perhaps i should do everyone a favor. what should i do
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Run!!!
Go to the county social services. Maybe Catholic Charities.
Ask freinds or teachers for help. Tell people what is happening to you.
Find some help, quick. Claim your life and get out of there!
There are people who care, and you have to find them.