.I feel so depressed, I feel like i’m becoming emotionally and physically weaker! I just feel so dull and sick that I don’t even want to wake up in the mornings and feel like i have no hope :'( No one accepts me the way i am and I have become a bit boring since my depression. Idk if its because of that or not though…=( Gahh sorry for being dramatic but i feel very bad nowadays I’ve been lonelier than ever before as my self-proclaimed “best friends” don’t even message me or call me or anything. I understand that I go to a different school than them now and haven’t seen them since sophomore year (we are seniors now) and that maybe we didn’t know each other that long (we met freshman year) but how can they forget all the memories, secrets, and everything we went through? They have forgotten and moved on, but I am still not over it.I just hate my life in general but those are not the only reasons why…Especially since today is my birthday and only TWO people on facebook wished me happy birthday=(
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Happy birthday Jennifer. No one should be on here on their birthday. Even thought you may think no one accepts you, you still have at least two friends that did and wished you happy birthday which was nice. No one ever wishes me happy birthday, no one knows I have a birthday. My philosophy is that if you can’t celebrate every other day then why should the day you were born make any difference. That doesn’t mean your not entitled to celebrate it and I hope that you do because I reckon there are more than just two people that appreciate the significance of that day and I hope that you receive a gift as precious as the one you bestowed upon them on the day that you were born. You probably have already, you just need to look carefully and you’ll see it.
Thank you for the warm wishes.
Made me smile for a sec. 🙂
Happy Birthday! 🙂
I am alone during my birthdays too, not even make a party or have friends around anymore for many years, it’s a day i just want to go unnoticed and to end quickly.
Loneliness is the worse feeling i think a person can experience, because people weren’t made to be alone, and it’s a horrible thing to go through. I know it too well.
You can email me if you need someone to write to.
Please feel better. 🙂
You will have to do better than that.
JenniferMaqueda,
this is rocketman and
Happy Birthday! hey it’s a ***** to be lonely 🙁 i’ll be more than happy to talk with you!! 🙂 i’m always in the market for a friend!!
my email is recycling1000 @yahoo.com
Happy birthday Jennifer! You don’t deserve to feel this pain, especially on this special day that belongs to you. Loneliness kills but stay strong and show the world what you’re made of
HAPPY 18TH A PRESENT LIKE MUSIC THIS SONG BY “FLYLEAF” GOT ME THRU SOME BAD TIMES ITS CALLED “BREAKS YOUR KNEES” LISTEN TO IT THE LYRICS R PERFECT