One of you contacted me by email yesterday. Kiss off.
AND FOR THE SINCERE AMONG US,some council.
When I took Accounting 101, I asked the instructor about cooking the books. His reply was, if he told me how it was done, he’d be instructing me in the commission of a crime, which is a crime itself. It wouldn’t matter if I ever committed the crime either. So, he couldn’t tell me about those things.
The study of cooking the books is called forensic accounting, it’s high lever class’s, and they certainly do teach students all about it. The legalese is you are learning how to recognize it.
Cops only care about their numbers. They could give a shit about anybody’s safety, and it’s always been that way. It’s very much like pleasure fishing. Some poor fish who has done nothing other than stupidly getting caught winds up dead, and probably gets tossed in a freezer cleaning a few years later. It was important to kill that fish to impress the other fishermen. It’s important to get those numbers, to get that next promotion. I told the cops about a fellow selling Valium over 6 months ago, and he’s still selling it. What does that tell you? They don’t want to waste their time on a retail guy, and will watch him for years, hoping they’ll get the wholesale guy. Meanwhile, a few dozen, or so people become addicted to a habit forming substance because nobody tells them that it’s habit forming, and they think it’s safe to use as a sleep aid.
There are so many ways to become dead, it really isn’t funny, if that’s what you want to do. There are some really bad ideas, for instance hanging yourself in your own garage. Then your 14 year old comes home from school, and there’s dad. AND, it’s a really dreadful last 2 minutes of life. AND, it’s really dreadful making the decision, and getting up the courage to do it. But a friend of mine, did just that, many years ago.
If he came to me this very afternoon and asked me for my advise, I couldn’t tell him, well I thought up this method, and it’s absolutely going to work right. Why? Because if he shared that with anybody else, I could go to jail.
When I finally struck on a method that was certain to work, I was there. Now, I can modify the method, and basically make it a lot less work.
What do I want? Lack of pain, lack of struggle, and 100% guaranteed results. Can I share with y’all? Sorry, I can not. Ever wonder why there’s no book for sale down at the Mall called 100 ways to kill yourself, all guaranteed to work? Simple, it would be a crime to offer it for sale, a crime to wholesale it, and so on.
Oh yeah, a final thought for this post. Years ago, I was unloading my semi truck in New Hampshire, and this guy helping me was on some kind of day time work release from prison. Nice fellow, reasonably well educated, young, good looking, all that sort of thing. He was quite bitter about his sentence, and with good reason, I think. When he was in the Army, he found out how to buy Uncle Sam’s machine guns under the counter. When he got out, he set himself up in business doing just that, selling stolen Army property. Some Bozo he sold one to, went into a liqueur store and cut the sales clerk in half with one (dead sales clerk), and got himself caught. The Bozo ratted out everyone he could think of, and got off with a 2 year sentence for murdering some poor bastard in an armed robbery. The guy telling me the story, the guy who sold him the machine gun, got a 5 year sentence. I think he had a very good right to be bitter. Moral of the story? Do cops, judges, wardens, and their associates, care about justice? Not to my way of thinking. How do you find out how to get the best bang for the buck ratting out everybody? You get that tutorial in prison. So don’t go around asking anybody how to buy things like hand grenades.
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I agree that cops care more about the numbers than catching criminals. Like why do they set up so many speed traps around every corner? So they can catch you doing 10 or 20 kms over the speed limit and bring in more revenue for the department.
Cops, lawyers, judges, and politicians are all hypocrites. They only care about the things that can jump start their careers. Things that can help them make more money. Justice means nothing. If you have money you can hire a team of experts to show reasonable doubt for anything. I hate seeing how this world has changed. People who are willing to destroy anyone or anything that gets in their way.
I am sick and tired of living in a world like this. I am tired of caring too much for people who think only of themselves. I pray for my death every day. I wish I had the courage to end my life like so many others but I am weak. I know my faults and live with my failures each day. I feel as if God keeps me alive to punish me for being so pathetic. I do wish I was born stronger. Maybe if I didn’t care so much it would be easier to stand up to the people around me … but no matter what I do or how hard I try … I can never put myself first in anything. I just don’t think I’m worth it.
Anyone who believes in the ideology that justice will always prevail or that the truth will set you free is living in a fantasy world. The truth means nothing in our justice system or with the news media. It all comes down to the almighty dollar.
I hate cops. They’ve invaded my house four separate times to shuttle me off to psych wards and the other two times they picked me up either from the hospital or at the train tracks. I don’t lock my doors because I’m scared of robbers/hoodlums/murderers, I lock them to stall cops while I barricade myself. Seriously screw the police.
There is no autonomy; mention you want to die to someone and all the sudden the system has full control over you. We aren’t our own, and that’s one of the strongest reasons I want to die. People can’t control a corpse.
However, Hofnii, books on how to kill yourself aren’t illegal. Final Exit was a New York Times Bestseller. Physically assisting someone in suicide is illegal.