i’m in so much pain mentally.
can i tell you a secret? my best friend of 17 years raped and burned me with cigarettes while he was drunk. (you’re the first person i told) i have been cutting myself off and on since i was 9 because my cousin molested me until i was 12 and when i finally told them they said i was lying and i got slapped with being bipolar 2. i have one friend she is a complete ***** she doesn’t even care “it’s all about her” anyway. i am an introverted kind of person. i just turned 25 and i’m scared that if i cut myself again i wont be able to stop cutting…… i need someone to talk to. anyone who cares enough to actually be my friend.
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I can’t say I know exactly what you’re going through, but my situation was similar a few years ago. It’s so, so brave of you to reach out like this. Those first few steps are hard, but remarkably freeing. One thing I will say is, cutting is a temporary help. It can be addictive and it’s good to make the switch to a rubber band. If you’re still with me here, I’m free to talk!
Secrets are hard to carry. They weigh so much. I understand and can relate to what you’ve said. We can talk more, if you’d like…
Hey dear…im starving for a friend and someone to talk to….ill be your friend and we can talk if you want i can provide you my contact e mail…youll find a true buddy in me…im 17 n female