Most people know me as the girl who’s always smiling and laughing. Most dont know I suffer from depression. I’ve wanted to die everyday since I was eight. I have tried to kill myself twice by overdosing and both times i’ve failed. My own boyfriend thinks im crazy and so does my whole family. I started cutting yesterday. I think I did it because no one is there for me. No one wants to listen. The only person I told about my cutting was my bestfriend Sean, but that backfired because my boyfriend was with him. My boyfriend is now sending me rude texts saying “your a fucking retard” and “if you do that ever again you wont have a boyfriend anymore”. He wont lay off my case. I mean I get what I did was stupid, but him saying those things to me makes me want to cut even more. I cry almost everyday. I have so many problems you cant count them on your hands. I lost my sister a year ago in a car accident. I miss her every single day and no one understands. I want to die but for right now I think im gonna be ok.
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The way people react to others can be sooooooooooooooooooooo bad! Maybe your boyfriend just doesn’t get that you have all these issues that you’re taking it out on yourself because. I think you’ll be ok… Comment me if you want.
He keeps cussing at me. My sisters boyfriend was more worried when he saw my arm than my own boyfriend was. I think i will be ok too. It just sucks
Sounds like your boyfriend is being a pigg-head of a man. Hopefully he’ll come around in time. My only advice to you if he doesn’t, is that I hope you keep going until you find someone else who is willing to support you