I can’t believe I let my manipulating ex back into my life! All he does is use me. My best friend/sister has been gone for over a month and I have no one else. I was weak and vulnerable, and he took advantage of me.
My family, needless to say, notice nothing. My dad is too busy with work, my step mother is a self ***** and my grandparents and aunt prefer my younger cousins over me. My mother hasn’t tried to contact me sine Christmas 2011.
The pain is eating at my insides, but I have no way to let it out. I used to cut myself, but people saw, so I stopped. I’ve started starving myself, going for days without food if no one notices, which happens often. If it wasn’t for my dad’s stupid “family dinners”, I wouldn’t eat at all.
I needed an outlet for my anger and pain, and my ex messaged me saying he missed me. He’s such a sweet talker; he tricked me into becoming his phone mistress. But I put up with it because it’s the only thing close to love I get…
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You don’t have to put up with abuse and maltreatment to feel wanted. You need to know that you have a whole community around you that really does care. A community that is with you when your ex messages you and you really want to respond. A community that is with you when you decide whether you’re going to skip another meal or not. You’re nto alone and though it may seem distant you are loved. I am proud that you continue to fight through the struggle, it truly is admirable. You may think no one notices, but we notice.
You don’t have to put up with abuse and maltreatment to feel wanted. You need to know that you have a whole community around you that really does care. A community that is with you when your ex messages you and you really want to respond. A community that is with you when you decide whether you’re going to skip another meal or not. You’re nto alone and though it may seem distant you are loved. I am proud that you continue to fight through the struggle, it truly is admirable. You may think no one notices, but we notice.
You don’t have to put up with abuse and maltreatment to feel wanted. You need to know that you have a whole community around you that really does care. A community that is with you when your ex messages you and you really want to respond. A community that is with you when you decide whether you’re going to skip another meal or not. You’re nto alone and though it may seem distant you are loved. I am proud that you continue to fight through the struggle, it truly is admirable. You may think no one notices, but we notice.
You don’t have to put up with abuse and maltreatment to feel wanted. You need to know that you have a whole community around you that really does care. A community that is with you when your ex messages you and you really want to respond. A community that is with you when you decide whether you’re going to skip another meal or not. You’re nto alone and though it may seem distant you are loved. I am proud that you continue to fight through the struggle, it truly is admirable. You may think no one notices, but we notice.
exes are bad news bears. if my ex called me it’d be tough but i’d hang up on her knowing she was just trying to fuck with me again. cause you are in a dark place you want any form of love too so its tricky business. respect yourself enough to cut him out.