Hello everyone on this wonderfully miserable forum 😉
I am thinking of offing myself soon, but the trouble is I am a bit stuck in that Twilight Zone where you don’t know how to live, and don’t know how to die.
I was thinking of using my car to achieve Poisoning. I have a pretty old car so I guess that will do the trick.
But now I am told that taping a bag over my head will probably not be as bad as it seems, as you just fall asleep at some point.
Anyone has experience with either of these methods?
I’ve had enough pain in life, and I really don’t want pain in death as well. Haha, I am a damn coward!
Thanks a bunch for the replies!
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We are very alike. Your title caught my eye. I am both too scared to die and too scared to live. I’m just trying to find the right way to kill myself. And I wouldn’t suggest it to anyone, or you, that’s just what I’m going to do. And you are NOT a coward. It’s not being a coward to be afraid of pain. I never thought of the bag one. It sounds like a not to painful one. I wouldn’t do the car one though. I’m personally planning on dying in my bed since I have younger siblings and I don’t want them to see anything.
Well I’m glad I’m not alone. I’m new here and I’m sick of the sickening thing called life.
Well, for one, the intent of the site is not for help to commit suicide 😉
As for the ways…who ever told you it would be easy is an arse…
Suffocation:
Slow and extremely agonising. You don’t just fall asleep, your brain starts screaming for oxygen…it’s the most horrible feeling ever.
Carbon monoxide poisoning:
Think of this…dizzyness, nausia, disorientation, confusion…it’s like a viscious nightmare and you are awake for every moment. Your brain dreams up all kinds of constructs as it is confused and … basically poisoned.
The side affects of both methods are even worse…if you fail, your REALLY gona wish you were dead.
To be honest, it’s probably easier and more satisfying to just keep on living.
All you have to do is get a shitty job and try to take it easy, one day at a time, away from things that hurt you and see how things pan out.
Death is the scariest and most painful thing you’ll ever face.