I never asked to be here, nor did I ask to be a burden. You can only give so much of yourself before nothing left. I cant scream or clinch my fists anymore, you wanna talk bout it no one listens, or cares think its a joke. They say theirs light at the end of the tunnel but always stuck in reverse. Maybe finally get the balls to eat the bullet until then more waiting and wondering…
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I have felt that same, wondering why I was here. If I know I would end up feeling empty and alone inside then I would have preferred not be alive. But even then I’m already here, I can’t demand a refund so I guess now I’m trying to find a better sense of life. I know I don’t want to live alone or have empty thoughts inside and I hope this eerie feeling goes away.
Even though we don’t know each other, know that I care and I’m here for you.
I tried and just couldnt do it! sat my chair stared at my 45 for eternity, but couldnt do it.
Now feel worse than before, cause couldnt just grow a pair and squeeze. I cant win for tryin…
Don’t kick yourself over it or feel bad about it. All though I have felt like I didn’t belong here, I guess a small voice in the back of my head convince me other wise for the moment. I’m still struggling to find a better lifestyle but Im sure its out there somewhere. And if you need someone to talk here is my email:
thedailyscope@yahoo.com