all I wanna do is let go…
I just can’t keep going, but there is one person…
if I die…
she probably wouldn’t handle it at all…
why couldn’t she have walked away…
just like everyone else?
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Yet another feel that I know…
It’s to be expected that others will care if you reach out to them. I’ve made that decision one too many times, I often think that maybe she’s just being kind and stuff. But she warned me that if I go out of contact with her, she’ll end it. I’m not sure if that’s just plain silly or if maybe she does care that much that she doesn’t want to lose me.
Do you feel this way too? Just curious.
I think she does care. it’s the thing that sucks. but no one is unlovable, even if sometimes it would be easier on some of us.
Thats what gets me most, that I’m not “unlovable” but would rather prefer to be. I’m that stupid though that I’d end it anyway, even if she did follow suit.
I’m In pretty much the same boat. why can’t people just understand this?
Maybe they don’t want to? I feel as if my friend would rather not see the fact that I’m dead inside and wish for me to live miserably than to accept that I’m long gone and should just let me go.
It’s just that people don’t want to lose their loved ones, no matter how fucked up they are… people will always think you can overcome your problems because they aren’t living them or because they have gone through something similar and were able to overcome it… and even if they think you are beyond help they won’t say that because they are afraid of losing you.
It just shows that there is still people who care even if at times it seems like nobody does… if it just were that simple tho…
it’s just like… if you have cancer, and you refuse treatment, people are like, well, it was terminal.
you have this, and when you don’t RESPOND to treatment, everyone gets to say you no longer have a functioning brain, I mean WTF?
Not everyone knows what it’s like and that’s what scares them, that their loved one is affected by something they have no control over and don’t understand. And people tend to not like it when you think differently to them, also something I’ve come to discover.
But you know what? It’s your life. Do what you wanna do 🙂