i havent been on this website for months. 9 to be exact. i remembereed my login, and read through all my old posts and realise i am feeling absolutely no different than i did before.
i may even feel worse.
this is so horrible and there is no one around me to listen to me . they are all getting on with their happy lives and i feel like my feet are glued stuck.
there is no one for me to go and there is no way of expressing myself that is satisfying. not even cutting can make me feel better anymore.
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So you’re the other Kiwi I saw on here some time ago… How’s your Saturday night treating you? Too quiet up here in Auckland.
In regards to your post: I faced the same. dilemma not that long ago, where a period of time and reconciliation brought no change whatsoever so…back to square one, chalk up another plan or something.
I feel the same, I think want both of us need is just someone we can talk to, just love. If you want to you can send me an email: panfu_96@hotmail.es. I’ll be more than happy to listen to you!
my saturdays been a bit rough, being kurt cobains suicide anniversary and all, but not too bad i guess. yea theres never anything on around here.
hows your saturday?
Twenty years since he took to his cranium with a scatter gun…hut damn. Oddly enough, it’ll be eight years tomorrow since my father died so…yeah. Looks like both our weekends aren’t gonna be that great. Mm…boring and uneventful, but so is every other day in my life. Thanks for asking though, wish I had something better to say.
Anybody else had the thought this weekend “Why Kurt and not Courtney?”
Was bollocked for suggesting that this weekend. One was highly intelligent the other is a career crack-whore. Hardly a malicious thought.