I really want to cry and I just can’t.. I’ve tried thinking about everything that makes me sad.. I’ve tried cutting myself and it hurts so much.. But I couldn’t cry. I’ve hit my hand off a wall. WHY CAN’T I FUCKING CRY?!! It’s like there is a big bubble that needs to pop inside me but I can’t find a way to. It’s been like this for so long I makes me want to end my life (along with other things).. JUST LET ME CRY!!!!!! Can anyone give me advice? Could really do with it…
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Try watching a sad movie > a dark drama or something like that
or try listening to some slow grief music. Or stare at some sad pictures for a while.
I have been through what you are going through and its hard.
It’s a long process, learning to cry again… You have to let yourself go as soon as you feel an emotion, you can’t just sit in your room and think about the crap and decide to start crying. Most of the time, you feel the need to cry in times where you don’t want to, so you hold it in, but that’s how you block your emotions and can’t cry. Allow yourself failiure and wait it out.
I tried that last night and it never worked.. I don’t think hard is the word for it, haha.
Some people just can’t cry for long periods of time, no matter what. And then the most stupid or ridiculous thing makes them burst into tears, when they least expect it. Maybe try going back into the saddest memory you can remember. Maybe some sad songs. I’d recommend X-Japan’s Ballad collection album. Got to me everytime when i listened to it.
Thanks guys, I appreciate it 🙂