I’m all alone.

I’m just a girl… A girl who is truly broken, I have tried to kill myself many many many times. I have scars, scars all up my wrist all down my thighs. I guess I just want to let someone know what I’m feeling because I can’t talk about how I’m feeling to any of my loved ones, they can’t see me like this. I will kill myself, I will. It hurts knowing that nobody is there for you… Ever. My mom wanders why I am always sleeping, she has no Idea, I pray to god that I don’t wake up… Every night! But I always do. My grades in school are going down, my smile has faded, I have no friends. Just this past year my best friend Payge, moved into honor classes and we no longer talk, she gives me dirty looks with those snobby skinny popular girls… I get made fun of everyday, because I’m fat, I have acne, My hair isn’t long enough, I have brown eyes and not blue ones, I have hips, and most of all because I have crooked teeth… I am done with life. Sorry for the potty party, I needed to get it out.