A Dead Toy

@Django you feel this way because you choose to. I know it doesn’t seem like it or even feel like it but it is worth it to make yourself happy to make others happy. We are humans we are destined to make mistakes but ultimately its our decision to face them and stop ourselves from making them. You remind me of someone that I loved or love can’t even tell at this point. This person hurt me but I would still do anything in the world to save him from himself. It hurts to try to help and not be able to succeed at doing so. I’m the only one who knows who looks into his eyes and sees how much pain and anger he has inside and I can see how much he hates himself. Hes a liar a cheater and an immature asshole and that doesn’t change that he just like you deserve to be forgiven. You deserve to be happy to live this life of yours. This is depression this is rock bottom and it sucks and it is the hardest thing to over come but it can be over come. I’m sorry that you feel so horrible I wish that you could forgive yourself, I wish you the best always.