Today marks the first day i wrote my first entry on this website. I read through all my entrys and cried at who the person i was a year ago. i still feel horrible, but im slowly learning how to deal with these emotions, and beginning to become a happier and grateful person. most definitly i wake up some day wishing i wasnt alive but at the end of the day i some how find some sunshine in the grey days.
The thing what really made my cry while reading over my entries, was the comments from such amazing people that i have no connection with what so ever. to know that there are people just like me who are hearing what im saying and giving advice on how im feeling. sometimes i lose faith in lovely people, and to come to this website and read the comments from people only trying to help makes me realise how beautiful the society can be sometimes. Thank you, i really appreciate it.