I don’t know what it is about him that makes me feel worthless n nothing to him I have spinal scoliosis see he doesn’t seem to believe that n sees me as lieing about how much pain I’m in he has been my stepdad for about 10 years since I was in grade school I’m so tired of him I’ve been in pain from my spine n body for about 3 years but lately it’s just been getting worse I don’t know what to do I feel like giving up on life n he doesn’t care for I can see it in his eyes everytime he sees me n I have had a lot of different ways to kill myself I just want to be treated right
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Everyone wants to be treated right. It’s unfortunate that your stepfather doesn’t believe you when you’re in pain. I’m sorry that I can’t really offer any advice on your situation, but i’m here to talk if you want.
Thanks snuffles it’s very hard with my pain n everything n him not really caring for me I don’t feel any love from him well thanks for listening
I know others have said to try and get a professional opinion, and i’m not entirely sure, but I believe most of the time, insurance pending, that’s expensive. Again, i’m not entirely sure, but have you ever thought about that?
First if all, screw him! If you have a serious illness, you need to get it checked out… If you’re still in school, complain to your school nurse and make a big fuss so you get her attention!! I also understand how you feel, when I was still in school my mom use to basically treat me like trash but it wasn’t too horrible as she always did it and eventually I started to not feel it, but my step dad was a different case… He would also treat me like crap but there were moments it seemed like he cared a bit about me, it made me feel so happy inside even tho most of the time he would abuse me; when he treated me like crap it actually hurt a lot, it made me feel worthless… I don’t know if that’s your case but you have to learn to realize that they are bad, ego centric, messed up individuals and you have “learn” to block out their BS and not let it get to you, I’m guessing you’re a teenager, so you still sadly need them but try your hardest to stay happy! And when you’re in school, kick and scream that you’re in pain, until they check out your back. If you’re willing to talk, just reply or PM me, good luck!
Oh hey peradox well I’m haven’t been in school for 3 years now I use to work but problems with my spine n back r bothersome n my stepdad I don’t know really what to do I feel like just sitting in the corner it’s really just making me sick n I feel like giving up at times .
What an asshole…why not deal exclusively with your mother….
She is supporting me n buys me pain reliever creams for my body for all the aches all over me n it helps but only for a limited amount of time
Can you see a doctor and get an official.diagnosis? There should be people who can help you, specialists etc who will look at your case and give you the right treatment. I dont think you need parental consent even.
Yeah I have my first pyshical therapy n I do get help from my girls n friends I love n I know they love me too
Damn right…. Ricky is my friend. My sister and I met him on xbox over a year ago. Maybe it sounds weird haha…. Well, I’ve been talking to him on Facebook a lot since then. Lately he has been telling me about these problems he has been facing. I showed him this site because I think it’s a good place to let depressing thoughts out, be able to relate to others also feeling depressed, and receive encouragement.
Thanks sweetie it means a lot I love u Ashley you n your sister have helped me but at times I still go n think about my old ways n just feel bad n go in depression n my anxieties just go off the roof at times it’s too much dear…