As it gets colder I had the idea of dying by hyperthermia (freezing to death). I was thinking of when it gets real cold in the next month or two of going out in the shed sitting down with a bottle of vodka while I am wet and freezing.There is no hope for me, my life is over. Thanks to hackers and the way I reacted people all over the world are in the process of destroying my life. They are in the process of getting me thrown in jail for a long time. I lack the strength to do it so I give up. There is no hope for me. Anyone know if freezing to death is painful? Or do you doze off into a nice slumber?
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Pretty sure hypothermia (not hyperthermia, that would be extreme heat) feels like you’re burning at a certain stage (that’s why people that freeze to death are often found with their clothes off).
Don’t you think it’s worth waiting until you are absolutely sure there is no hope and you’ve been told you are going to jail for good. I don’t know about painful but I think it would be very uncomfortable, sitting there for quite some time shivering while your arms and legs go numb. Go for something quick as possible if you have to, I wouldn’t want to drag it out myself. I still say wait and see though, you seem to see only a bleak future for yourself but I feel that it’s all just threats. Do you know something you haven’t mentioned here which makes you feel you have no future other than jail.
Nias I was hit listed by a bunch of hackers and the site Zero Hedge. There are many successful people in the 1% in the community. They all want to see me suffer and will do anything in their power to see that happen. I stand no chance against such people and what’s worse someone put a hidden camera in my screen that saves all the images to cloud. They have all kinds of embarassing images of me. I think it’s more than just threats, I ranted and raved and said a lot of crazy stuff on the internet, I was told to just turn everything off and grieve because of everything I said on social media. I made a mistake and though Zero Hedge was involved when they initially weren’t and that just pissed them all off. I have a mental illness and I was also using drugs and alcohol on top of my mental illness which is why my problem became what it is. There is no hope for me my friend. You’re right I’m looking at other methods, I can’t do hanging, can’t buy a gun due to prior hospitlization, and I don’t think I can jump off a building. I need something involving gas and going to sleep.
I know there are powerful people in this world who feel that their so called importance means they can destroy other people. I still worry that part of you may suffer paranoia and believe they are on the verge of ‘getting you’ when they are not even in the process of doing it. If you’re right and they do have stuff on you then let them start to use it and then fight back but it may not even reach that stage. I may sound naive to you but I’m just trying to offer an opinion.
People where I live do this accidentally all the time. They get hammered to the point of blacking out and go walking in the snow then pass out . It sounds like it would be simple but I doubt it actually is. When you get a certain amount of alcohol in your system your body wants to reject it. Dying is never as easy as it sounds.