Im young,I’m also 14
ive always wanted to talk to someone my mom doesn’t talk to me she knows I cut she took me to church for people to talk to me to pray for me yes she’s a Cristian but she doesn’t do the heavy lifting she doesn’t ask how I’m doing or how was ur day I told her she doesn’t show she cares she said she doesn’t care that pulled the trigger and I think it’s time to say goodbye no one listens to me, no one cares my mom mostly and that’s the part that hurts she works we only see her on a weekend I sometimes think that she’s not my mom that I’m an unwanted child why did God brought me here to fight this battle? I guess I’ve been shot from the people on my side from the ones I thought were my family my friends it’s just all a little lie that they made me believe in
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I know it hurts when a parent doesn’t seem to care but you have to try to remember that she’s not the only person in the world. At 14 you have so much time for things to get better. You could meet new people who do care and will show you that they do.
If you want to talk to someone, there seem to be lots of people you can talk to here including me.
why kill yourself just run away if your momms the only problem for godsakes get away from it ake everything you can of value from the house and pawn it hop on a greyhound bus and chill on the streets of california for the next four years get a job when you turn 16 learn to play guitar from a hippie living poor is still living hey be happy you have a roof over your head and a bed and if you cant be happy then leave you’re not that young old enough to make decisions if its between suicide and running away for petes sake choose the latter of the two dont let your mom ruin your life look on the positive youll be outta there in 4 years
14 years old and so much pain. That’s not right.
You’re right: AT 14, you shouldn’t have to find answers all on your own. I’ve been there too.
Here’s what I found — a few decades on — my Mother didn’t have the CAPACITY to understand how to help me. My Father was a worthless man, though a bit of a genius; he married the high school princess who had no brains. This meant that, once he left the flighty woman, I was alone with her innate silliness.
It is hard to blame a Mother for a lack of ability when no one gave forethought to how this would affect you. She did the best she knew how; that you needed more, she might be unable to see. There are others, however, who DO understand the pain this can cause.
I understand your pain. At 14 I was in a very similar situation. It’s so hard when your parents are not there to support you. It’s even worse when they are part of the problem. The best thing to do is to plan for the future (I used to try to plan where I would go, what I would do once I could legally leave my home). And try to make allies in other adults, a teacher, a counsellor, someone who can give you a hand to get out of your home safely. Running away is usually worse than staying home, cause a girl on the street doesn’t survive long and usually gets abused even more by stupid ppl.
Tinybird is right, it may not be your time yet. There is a lot that teenagers go through that makes no sense, and leave them clueless of what to do next. Having a support parent helps, but sometimes we are different, And parents cannot understand us and how we feel, even if they try hard to. There is a trick I can share with you. Before doing anything, take the time to write down all the things you like: the smell of fall, the first snow in the ground, the Hugh of a friend, seeing and caressing a pet, the smile of that cute friend you have, whatever it may be. Then, on the other side of the page, list the things that bother you: when you talk to mom and she doesn’t answer, when your friends don’t call you, anything. Next, try to find on the list of things you like something that you believe would lessen the pain on each of the other side of the page, the things that make you suffer. Use your memory and add to the list all that happens to you, one side or the other of the page. Then, keep the page with you and, every time something happens that makes you really sad, look at your list and try to find the things you connect to that action that would you make better about yourself, and. No matter how much you may not believe it at that time, just push yourself to do it. With time, you will learn the list by heart, and the more you use it, the higher the chances it will be with you forever. It works, most of the time..