Hello everyone, I am a married father of two with a great job in which everyone treats me with the utmost respect.
But yet, every day I wake up miserable and I want out of this life I live.
At work, I get praise and adulation from my staff and superiors, even to the point where I may be looking at a promotion in the future as a branch manager for the company I work for.
At home, is where my life is a constant Hell…it seems like I can never do anything right for my family, and I screw up on a regular basis, bringing disappointment to my wife and my young kids.
It seems like I am internally miserable and I cannot do anything right for her. I can make her promises, but they end up being false and empty, and I do not follow up on anything. It’s like I am not trying to make her happy, when in reality, I am trying really hard and I forget things here and there, things which are very important.
No matter what it seems like I do, it is not enough to put a smile on the face of the woman that I love unconditionally. I wish I could wake up with a smile on my face realizing that it’s a new day, but every day it seems like it is a never-ending nightmare.
I hope I am not the only one going thru a similar crisis and I value everyone’s opinion so I don’t commit something that’ll cause misery towards my children, father, brother, and friends.
Thank you everyone.