Hello. This is no a cry for help or pity or advise. It is just me … me on my own isolated wanting to end it all. My son lives abroad … I was due to spend xmas with him and his other family. Today the news came I am not welcome. Devestated. I have no one else around me. My mum died 2 montths ago. I think of dying every morning every night and even when I sleep. I hate pain so need a painless exit. The pain I feel in my life is real and strong. I am crippled by my emotions and thoughts. I simply want out.
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Wasted,
I’m sorry your holiday plans were ruined. But there is still a lot of time until then and things can change.
My condolences as well on the loss of your mother. You said your son lives abroad with his other family and that you have nobody else. Perhaps you could move closer to him as a way to alleviate things? I realize that is hardly an easy option, but if it would make you happier overall, I’d say it is worth it.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
Hey u wanna talk im lonely,just wanna talk with some1 , let me know .
I lost my mum 6 mths ago…it’s a hard one for sure. I don’t think you ever get over it but maybe that’s ok after all she’s your mum!