Not sure why I’m here to be honest

Well, ok I do have SOME reason to be here. I have a story, a few actually, I like to share and write so this site seems perfect for me. But for right now I’m fine, not perfect but fine. I’ll share more of my stories on here later, but for right now I want to get settled in. I’ve been depressed 4 times in my short 16 years of life. 3 of those were real, mature depressions and I’ve been suicidal twice. My last depression nearly killed me. I’ll explain later, but I had also had an anxiety disorder and that opened the door for my depression to just destroy me. Every day I was a pile of useless mass that would just cry and have anxiety attacks. I was at my worse and I felt less than the dirt under a pile of shit. But I managed to get through that. The effects of that still show, but I’m on the road to a happier me. I really didn’t have any objective when I started writing this so I guess I’ll just end with. I help people, it’s what I do best, so if you need help, but want it to be a little more one-on-one then I’m here for you.