Should be last post maybe I don’t know

Hey, I understand life is difficult. I bet you if you look towards other people that are around you you will find people that truly care. I struggle with this myself everyday. I have been through a lot and when there is one person who in your life is everything, then they disappear. Reach through find someone that you can talk to. Someone who can be rational, during the times that you are at your darkest moments one cannot see the rationality, only irrationality. I do not want you to mistake what I am saying. I am one that struggles personally. I fight each day with trying to find the rationality behind the negativity. There is always someone who cares, and you will find that person in your life. Never give up hope, and never give into the temptation of never being around. Truth is there, you just have to search it out. If she does not want to be around, she might be scared of you. Focus on all those around you and things will get better. It will be tough and the right path will be an hard one at first, but the end result will be well worth it.