… Or, if you can’t afford the bus ticket to hell, just do it in your basement.
It’s so very simple. Fill the place with gas(but make sure it is sealed off from the outside if you choose this), or pour gasoline or any other highly imflamable substance all over. That’s how I plan on going down… Going down in fucking flames. The life of a damned soul I had, and the same death shall I have. I imagine everything so clearly… The flames surprisingly lighting as high as the ceiling when I drop the burning match on the floor… The extreme heat of the inferno making my blood boil and my flesh burn… Not being able to breathe and just waiting in a pleasurable agony as the fire does it’s job.
Then, the soul exiting the melting cage of flesh… Being quickly pulled by the legs deep inside the earth and thrown into a relaxing pool of magma… Enjoying the extremely painful feeling of being burned by thousands of degrees temperature… But never sorry. Never sorry, because the life the soul had inside the cage of flesh is far worse than just this ”little bath” of lava.
The soul can leave at any time, but oh, what is the point of running from pain in a world of pain? What is the point of running away from a pain, if you shall end up finding something worse? As far as I am concerned(and yes, fanatic fucking christians, this post is addressed to you), I prefer burning forever in the depths of hell’s magma ocean than continue to stay in this world, or to start begging your tyrannical ”god” for mercy. I’m better of with Lucifer, since He seems to accept ”degenerates” and ”outcasts” like me, and to give us a chance at true redemption and betterment without asking for constant worship, and without threatening us with eternal damnation.
So, you can take your cross and shove it up your ass, and quit trying to convert me.
PS.: I wrote this partly because it has been on my mind for some time, and partly because some mormons came knocking at my door today. They wouldn’t leave no matter what, so I had to kick them the fuck out by force (since they entered my home even if I refused to let them in…).
… So, I guess this is it… My rant for the night… Taking my bottle o’ Vodka and going to sleep… Night y’all…
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Sometimes you just need to rant. I hope you feel better after you get some sleep.
God uses those threats to make better descions before making them.. unfortunatley I wasnt raised as a Christian thus never learning about God’s laws before it was too late. I learned some of them after but my evil ways has destroyed my mind and faith.. i sit here chain smoking knowing it’s wrong.. yet I continue destroying myself.. in God’s word. . I am a fool.
Drugs as a teenager did this to me.. the forbidden apples.. haha fuck. Guess il see you in hell too.
me three. pretty soon. maybe even tomorrow as hell is other people.