All I ever wanted to be was loved by own parents but I guess I don’t get that, otherwise I wouldn’t be wishing to be dead. Life’s shit when you think about it why are we even on a planet just to reproduce the population. It’s utter stupidity I can’t stand this pain anymore I just want it to go away and never come back, what did I do to deserve this am I really that bad of a person to deserve this. Please anyone help me
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Sometimes it can be difficult to get on the same page or frequency as your parents. It can be difficult to handle and, having gone through it, I can understand some of your frustration. At the same time, your existence goes far beyond your immediate family. There is a lot you can do while on this planet. I’m not sure what stage of life you’re in but, at some point, people often gain the opportunity to make some changes. Sometimes it takes asking for help. I’ve been seeing a therapist for a few years now. It’s not an overnight success but it can help. Don’t give up on yourself. Find something you like to do. Maybe get some small successes and build on them. The clouds might not go away completely but the storm can pass.
Parent/child relationships can often be strained, especially if you are in your teen years. Even now as an adult, my parents are essentially absent in my life and I do not believe they love me. So, I realize how painful the feeling can be. Then again, my situation is unique.
Without knowing the specifics of your relationship with your parents, I will say it could simply be a communication issue. Perhaps you’s simply don’t have much to talk about, whether it be because you don’t have a lot in common with them or whatever else.
With all of that said, I will say that I strongly believe our lives should not solely depend on someone else’s love and approval. We are all our own people and at some point, must decide to live our lives for ourselves.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
What’s your passion in life? Singing.. dancing..reading.. blazing? Lol. Why I am asking is.. you need a productive passion that will better yourself and maybe in time provide a great career. I noticed all my friends that have a passion at a young age.. their parents love them for it.
I don’t know how old you are.. but if your in school study hard.. get good grades.. life is about learning and achieving goals.. and falling in love.. but if the devil gets in the way with his tricks (drugs, drinking, idle hands etc.) life will be miserable forever..as mine is.. cause I lost control and never got it back. i find the most important thing to focus on is gEttinger ready for your career in life. Your parents will adore you for that 🙂 stay positive.