I want to be a kid again!!!!!

i’m your age as well 🙂 I understand how its difficult to accept the maturity that comes with emotional and physical adversity and how comforting it is to dwell on the innocence you once had. You’re 16, yes? you still have years to go before you fully develop your maturity (not saying you’re not mature now, you may very well be so, but are still not at the apex of your maturity) and completely lose your innocence, tell me if i’m wrong, but you don’t have to face obstacles that many adults are subjected to such as responsibilities like financial and autonomous ones. innocence is lost through experience and you (and I) have much experience needed to say that we’ve lost complete innocence. the world is much harsher beyond adolescence, there’s financial burdens as well as the increasing pressure to “settle down” with age. becoming older comes with the pressure of experiencing and making the right decisions while you’re still substantially young and able bodied. I understand that depression and such is a very significant emotional burden and comes with many deleterious byproducts, but be thankful you still have leg room and time to improve yourself while not hindered by onerous responsibilities.