I am too worn out. It is almost impossible to even stand up out of bed in the morning. My family has rejected me, and I lost my parents to alcohol. I myself have tried to get sober but can’t deal with the mental stress. My last year was spend with my girlfriend struggling with alcoholism. After putting her through the third rehab and countless nights worrying she cheated on me with someone she met there and ran off. I literally gave her every last drop of life I had left and lost all my friends in the process. I went into deep depression and started using excessive amounts of alcohol and cocaine. Two months sober and I’m at the end of my rope. I have lost my apartment most of my clothes, and am broke. This is it for me, time for peace.
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Wow I feel your pain brother! Family rejection – I’ve had much of that, mostly from my dad! I think you always know when you’re very low when you can’t get out of bed in the morning and just want to be forever unconscious! .. I can relate to how you’re feeling anyway pal.