How can I believe in love or marriage and having a happy family? I try to allow myself to want those things to believe they exists. Each time I try to do this the world shows me otherwise. I had a thing with this guy for a year and things weren’t working for us and I ended it. He popped back up now and turns out he has had a girlfriend for the last part of our thing. He wants to be together but I think that what he is doing is fucked up. I don’t understand why he would do this to her it’s a terrible thing to do. He knows I know anyways it’s depressing I feel absolutely nothing. I felt guilty like I used him and he was this nice guy but he isn’t a nice guy and now he has a girlfriend and I’m not the kind of person who does that. It is what is right? We live in a fucked up world….
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I am sorry he is being such an a ** to you! You are right to let him go. He is not worth it. He did it to you, now doing it to her… and won’t stop there. Don’t give him the chance to be such a jerk to you again.
Going through this helps you recognize the good guy when he comes along. I know how long it does take and it is very discouraging to have to wait. Keep searching…. exploring your world for you FIRST… then maybe he’ll show up as you are as interesting as what you are doing. And if he doesn’t… keep searching till you find him.
This guy is NOT the guy. He treated you so very poorly. I know how difficult that was. But you learned something, right?
Keep your head up and find happiness in your world now. It’ll be easier to find him if you are happy in your world…. we attract what we are.
Best wishes!
What an idiot treating someone special like dirt, he doesn’t deserve you after what he did to you. Go out to the world, find someone that loves you the way you are, you will find the right guy, I know you will.
If this fellow got into a relationship with another woman while sleeping with you then he’s a douche. Tell his girlfriend the truth, if she doesn’t know, then forget him and move on. There are a tonne of guys out there who will let you use them for sex if you want. There are also lots of guys who would like to be in a serious relationship with *One* girl. I’m sure you won’t have a problem finding someone who will be nice to you and not distracted by others. In the meantime, just be yourself, know you’re awesome, and enjoy life as best as you can.