How can I believe in love or marriage and having a happy family? I try to allow myself to want those things to believe they exists. Each time I try to do this the world shows me otherwise. I had a thing with this guy for a year and things weren’t working for us and I ended it. He popped back up now and turns out he has had a girlfriend for the last part of our thing. He wants to be together but I think that what he is doing is fucked up. I don’t understand why he would do this to her it’s a terrible thing to do. He knows I know anyways it’s depressing I feel absolutely nothing. I felt guilty like I used him and he was this nice guy but he isn’t a nice guy and now he has a girlfriend and I’m not the kind of person who does that. It is what is right? We live in a fucked up world….