I’ve read a lot of posts on here and it seems we all feel similarly which hurts. I feel for all of you. Its like were all stuck in a dark room with our depression and we can’t see anyway out but if we turn the lights on were not alone, we’re all here with the same issue, suicide. I can’t seem to get passed it and today was one of those days where I feel even more convinced that I should killl myself. I’ve changed from the person I was before but it doesn’t matter, I now know no matter how much good I do, no matter how hard I work and be nice to my daughters mother it wont matter. She’s caught up in her own world where apparently all my feelings are an act to manipulate her and Im still the same. This is to anyone reading. I do good, I work, I take care of my daughter and her mother and its still not enough. I tried I did but maybe it’s time to accept the way things are and die..
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Well your right in saying that we are all here because of one common denominator, but we can uplift each other an find a way to carry on. I think you should hang in there. If you want to chat you can send me an email at my username here @yahoo
OK, things will get better
Things can’t. I was told tonight by my daughters mother that I should die.. She wad the only one I thought still cared. I ache for death
You keep mentioning your daughters mother but what about your daughter? I know it may be hard to move on from her mother but from your daughter, she will need you in her life. That’s my main reason for sticking it out is because if my daughters. You should find/figure out that one positive thing that keeps you going everyday. Everybody has something. No matter how big nor small or what others think of it as long as it matters to you. Live for that one thing. I believe you should live for your daughter not her mother.
Both of them were my reason. I refuse to be a broken family. Watch her grow up from a different house. I wont be a sideline father, id rather be dead
The same reason why I stay with my daughters mother, not because I want to but because I feel I have to in order to be in my daughters daily lives. That’s hard for me to say much to since I am in the same boat as you. I couldn’t live outside of my daughters daily lives at the same time their mother is the main cause of my issues I live with daily. Sorry I couldn’t be much more of a help but I feel your pain. I don’t know if I will make it till my girls move out and hit college before I move on from their mother. Oldest is just starting kindergarten. Youngest is only two. It’s hard, I know it is.
My daughter will be two soon, her mother has full custody and if things dont work between us I wont get to see my daughter and beside that I love her. I’ve known her all my life, we’ve been together since we were sixteen
And im sorry to hear that, its good that you see your daughters are more important than your happiness, at the same time I hope you find peace with whatever you choose to do