i cant speak. everytime someone trys to get me to talk about my feelings i choke on my words. I’ve always kept my emotions in i guess i got used to not talking about them. someties its just random things like about my day or whatever its hard. i start to breath heavily and i get scared then wont say anything. my best friend ariana gets mad when i do that but i cant help it!
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How old are you, mate??
Cus if you are like 13-15, then what you are facing is perfectly normal, atleast from my perspective.
Cus the first time i ever talked to someone about my feelings, and opened up was like 2014 May.
And i am 17 rn, so i was 16 back then.
Besides, when you meet someone you trust , you wont choke or even run out of words.
im 13 and i guess i dont trust anyoe because i do that with everyone
Ok. This might sound harsh. So ill apologize before hand.
You HAVE NOT reached your emotional maturity and wont for a few years to come, atleast i didn’t.
I still dont think i have, even now.
Idk about where you come from, but where i live, people start dating around the 8th Grade. And you know, generally speaking, you can see clusters forming, and these clusters could be perhaps aupport system on the individuals hence contained or maybe just a group of friends.
So these clusters, usually provide the much needed antidode to the stress and bullshit and rest of the stuff we have to deal with.
I never formed such a cluster, i have met people who didnt either. I have met people with their heads in multiple clusters.
You might be anyone of them. Or perhaps takr take an entirely different path i couldn’t even guess.
Oh, btw, clusters are referring to the groups of people.
So, if u ever feel down or sad, look in the mirror, and try not to see a person, not the eyes the nose the belly or any of the tangible features. See yourself as a BLANK SLATE, you are the best possible representation of INFINITE POSSIBILITIES.
You represent life, and all that comes with it.
Yeah, you might make bad choices and yeah, you WILL make a, hopefully, more than just a few good ones.