I told him I was hurting. I told him today had been hell, but he has his own problems. I try so hard to keep him going. Even when he’d rather just end it. I try so hard to keep him happy. Tonight? Tonight I needed him. I needed him so badly. He just let me drown. Now I’m in bed at 9:45 waiting for tomorrow to begin. I thought I was more important than this. I thought I was someone special. Then he just let me drown.
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People like this exist all over the world. I am so sorry you had to meet one. I’ve dated one before myself. God it was hard. Each day fighting for her to stay alive, don’t cut baby I love you. Half an hour later, Don’t be mad… but I cut. It’s exhausting. You want to save them, you love them, but they just drag you down. Down to where you can’t be saved either. I’m not giving advice, because I’ve found I suck at it, but you need to know you’re not the first to deal with this and we’ll all be here for you. Also, I want you to keep on moving. You’ve been here even longer than I have and that’s an accomplishment. I’ve read your posts and comments, you’re a beautiful person. Please don’t forget about us, about SP