I find myself waiting for the crosswalk light to turn to go, watching all the speeding cars fly by. I like to stand as close to the edge as I can and just imagine the feeling of stepping out into traffic, and the feeling of the impact of the first car to hit me. the only thing holding me back is the possibility of some how surviving that…and all those people watching…me. I was told it only gets harder from here. Right now is harder than I can stand, just kill me now, I hate life.
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That way will give some stranger a lot of guilt, maybe not the best choice… And ya, there will be a LOT of vultures there to feed on the aftermath. *shudders*
I’m sorry things are so rough for you at the moment. But nothing lasts forever, and if things were better before then they will get better again. You just got to have a little faith.
I suggest watching your old favorite movies and eating whatever you want while they’re on, even if you don’t feel like it at first it could improve your mood temporarily.