Look I want to die and i need help

Look I want to die and i need help. I m tried the scripts and not worked. I have no means to do this and i need help from somewhere. I need to be dead by the morning am desporate. I really need ********. I really really am begging anybody with any idea to help me escape from this existence. There is no hope my dream is to not wake up tomorrow and no matter how many different pills i take i keep waking up. what can i do? this is my dream. this is no gesture this is no gesture this important that. I am deceased by tomorrow and i dont know how to do it. I dont want to be painful but I read the only way possible is very painful and I want to find another choice other than opening up my veins and bleeding the death if I cannot find if I keep waking up I have no choice. This is incredibly rediculous how nothing seems to freaking be working.