Striving

… pathetic what I hold myself up to. That meaningless standard that society holds true. It’s pretty funny how this fleshy substance known as our skin plays such a critical role in life. God, if you are there, you are a fucking idiot. What am I going to become in Heaven? A mindless drone doomed to worship your entity. Fuck you. I hate you God. You are non-existent, you are a fable that contorts the minds of the weak. You call me sacrilegious, and I thank you for that, I am self-aware. We will see who has the last laugh when the time comes. You do nothing. You watch, and let horrendous things come into play. What are you doing up there? Jerking your dick on a fucking cloud? Deicide! Fuck you. There is only the peaceful void ahead for me, there is nothing more than that. I wish I could place the blame on you for us stupid fucking humans become more than capable. You knew what was to come. I wish you nothing but the worst, fuck my thoughts of God.