Suicide, can it ever leave my thoughts? Death and life go hand in hand. The only certainties I can count on. This life just seems more like death…and death more like the life I want, numb, unmoving, still, silent. Beautiful Nothingness. Keaton Henson-I’m going down this ship, and I most likely will drown, but it’s worth it, it’s worth it. I’m 19 now, been thinking of this ever since I can remember. I don’t fit here, I don’t belong in this world. I am in unrecognizable pain, hiding behind a facade. I didn’t feel anything. Is this real. Is this what I hoped for. My savior is no where near. I hurt. I hurt badly. I’m numb. I move and I speak but I’m unsure where it’s coming from. Who am I? Why am I? I hoped, by God I hoped. I guess this is the end. End
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I used to feel terrible too when I was younger. I am 23 now. I can tell you for sure that things do improve in the future. As you get older you become wiser.
dont give up. you may feel as though youre breaking or you numb or just dont wanna go on, but you can do this.
i prob could…but i don t want to …not like this…not when brain chemistry is fucked due to depression…not when ur dream killed u…not when u ve lost all that mattered.