i really am..it hurts like hell knowing how much i m gonna hurt you. can t you understand that breathing hurts? i guess i doesn t make sense for the nondepressed. when i think about it…you shouldn t have bothered having another child, myself, not when things end up like this, not when i want to take my own life.i wish you didn t care….but you so do…you d give your own life for me…and yet…all i fantasize is death. why the fuck does it have to be like this?really?it makes 0 sense….soon there will be no more questions. Can t find paradise on the ground…i ll look somewhere else.
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I’m so sorry you are feeling this way. I read your post and wanted to let you know that I care. Give yourself time and be kind to yourself. It sounds like you do have people who care what happens to you.
I feel sad reading this… :'(
How old are u?
26…relatively young
Sorry you feel like this. But there is no paradise after like.
There is a saying in hindi…
Duniya me agar kahin jannat hai…
To yahin hai.. yahin hai…
( if there is a paradise on this earth…
Then here it is.. here it is…)
Generally use that pharse for natural beauty.
Do what you like to do…
* there is no paradise after death.