I wake up everyday still with thoughts, regrets and choices ive made n just have to keep breathing n moving. I have no motivation to do anything, i feel i deserve to feel this way. Like i shouldnt have dared to try and live a good life. Im numb to everything, stuck sulking in my mind. But day by day i keep waking up, empty, half alive. Praying for it to be over. I want this. I cant believe i want this
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What’s gotten you so down? That woman? Don’t let her win. Work on yourself. Find the one you were always meant to be with. Get that nice, new house and baller job. Just don’t lose the respectable you who got there.
Yes october. The thought of that woman, and having had living a life with her. Has me hating even breathing. I just dont want to do anything anymore. I still have to.. But i been praying for a way out. Trying to find a good job. N house seems meaningless anymore. Xmas isnt even helping. I just live.
She already won. N i lost and blew it. Thats what kills me. Living on
She married? Get yourself together bro. You really believe she’s your soulmate, huh? Take my advice, and do what I say then. Trust me, and if she’s not married, you’ll get her back!
October you are awesome! Your words help. But I have no idea if she is. After i was blocked and her friend told me to stop trying to talk to her. I deleted all my social profiles. I’ll take your advice and keep trying to better myself. But i think she’s moved on. I really dont know. And im afraid to write her. But yeah i did believe she and i was forever.
You just HAVE to accept that the relation is over and move on as well. The only way for it to start over and work again is that the two of you have to come back together as NEW people.
I dont think i should hope for it. But maybe i could pull myself together alil.
I hear what your saying. I know it that its over. And maybe that could happen again. But i don’t know what to think.
Be confident bro, be confident. You got this. Respect the universe, but I wouldn’t be afraid to take my lady thru a place like this. http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tBGjx-4_R10
I do appreciate your kindness though
Be confident bro, be confident. You got this.
Thanks october
Hey october. After writing earlier i started thinking of what u said. Although im bummed
And when i get my life ttogether. MayBe i shouldnt think that i could be with her again. Like maybe im just doubting the idea. But i just wanted to say something. After i dunno.
I do like your support though.